I wanna be a pirate.

Here is a list of things that make me a happy Tori.

SpongeBob - What do you normally do when I'm gone? Patrick - Wait for you to come back. <3
When Christofer Drew talks in the beginning and end of Jane Doe. Well actually, any singer talking in a recorded song  c:
The ladybug plate in my kitchen.
The fact that Liam does not lactate. X: and the fact that Kira had to even ask.
When my brother and I can sit there and agree about the fact that we're both weirdos.
Mac&Cheese and Dr. Pepper.
The Poptart case my mommy bought me! ((:
Weddings.
CHEXMIX. for the win.
Whenever Niko and me sit there and sing You Always Make Me Smile by Kyle Andrews.
Christian is coming back to California in nineteen days :3
"Whoa! I really do walk like a penguin !!!!"
Sunshineee <3
Southern accents.
Go, Go, Power Rangers.
Cupycakes.
The beach.

Its always good to have reasons to be happy. YOU should give it a try.
Put a smile on the beautiful face :3

The frown has overstayed its welcome.

I really wanted to use the crosser outer tool but i had nothing that needed to be crossed out.  <- I enjoyed that very mucho.

I really need to cheer myself up and the fact that SpongeBob just showed me his legs and it did not even make me smile is really just explaining the mood that I am in. That being said, I think its time for another Dinosaur eating story.

One day there was a land called Sharnia that you got to by jumping inside the kitchen drawer. You know the one I'm talking about. It really has no purpose and is suddenly filled up with pointless things; such as year old Christmas cards with your first cousin's ugly baby on them and five thousand letter openers. The Junk Drawer. Well not anymore because you jump inside and get to a land with dinosaurs that you thought were going to be nice. You had such high hopes of them not eating your pillows, cell phones, Mac&Cheese, your heads. You know, things like that. Well you where completely right on having those hopes because in all actuality they only go for the left legs and right thumbs.

Although those body parts may be important to almost everyone in the entire universe they were especially important to Fredrick. You see, Fredrick was born without an eyeball so he treasures every other thing that God gave him and he tends to protect his body VERRRY well because he wants nothing else missing. His thought process was "Isn't looking like a pirate with this eye patch on for the rest of my life going to be enough?!" Notice that his thought process was like that. That, my friend, is past tense. oh no. *shocked faces, everyone.*

On a cold, cold, very cold Thanksgiving afternoon Fredrick was going out of his mind insane when he realized that his pet starfish ate the last of the mashed potatoes. He accidentally fell into his kitchen drawer that was taken over by Gretchen his, God only knows what number, cousin's kid. and Maannnnn she be u g l y. Anywho. He fell into the drawer where he was suddenly deprived of his left leg and right thumb by a left leg right thumb eating dinosaur. He died.

That actually kind of worked in the smile department.  thankyouverymuch. c:

We all roll along.

Due to sudden events that have taken place I have been extremely sad lately, but my family is here to stand by me and that's all I can ask for <3 The moments that totally boggle my mind are the ones that go from happy, to mad, to completely broken. The ones where you feel like if someone wouldn't have done what she just did you would not be feeling the way you are feeling, but then in the next instance shes your best friend because she is the only you don't feel stupid for crying in her arms. The ones where the question "Wallowing?" makes so much sense and is unfortunately answered with a yes. The moments when you think to yourself "I would feel one thousand percent better if I could just have one conversation with him." but you know you can't. And last, the moment when you realize that you are the reason you are in this pickle. Now I'm just babbeling.

Something that ALWAYS makes me laugh, no matter what, is the face Squidward makes on a SpongeBob episode when they have a claw machine put in the Krusty Krab and Squidward is so sad that he cannot figure out how to do it to save his clarinet's life and SpongBob makes him aware that there is indeed a secret to it.

Tell me this did not make you laugh. Well don't tell me cause then I would have to kill you (:

I realized today that if I keep making plans my summer is going to go by super-duper fast. That's not necessarily a horrible thing. Maybe its good to keep my little Tori-Self busy. On Friday Megs, Corinne, and N-JO are coming because this weekend are Adrian's parties. Hes turning one. Oh my goodness I remember the night/morning that he was born! After that my aunt Callie and her Daughters, Miss Myla-May and Quinnie-Lue are 'acominn to pick me up sometime during the week to have some extra fun time before Quinnie's second birthday that weekend. After fireworks on the the second I will be coming home with my Mom, Dad, and Brother. and OHMYLANTA are you ready for this?! On July 11th my best friend, Christian, AKA Heath-Bar, is coming from Missouri for a whole entire month! I am beyond excited. You have no ideeer ((: Unfortunately for him I will be leaving for a week of camp (Hume Lake) on July 24th but I will be back... I cant remember when. then its ChristianChristianChristian for awhile. Depending on certain things I may be taking a trip to Disneyland and possibly Monteray with Grace and Gum Man. A downer to all of this is school starts August 10th but you don't have to look far for more happiness because my birthdays August 15th (((:::: <--- that's my excited face! and plus school means I get to see Niko and Sam and Kira and Isaac and just everyone <33

That's a lot of stuff. I'm sorry if I'm taking up some of your brain space with non-important stuff, but it should be a proven fact that a little bit of Tori makes you live longer. and plus no one is reading it anyways. Don't I feel special? :3 Goodnight. Sleep Salty.

Summer Sickie.

first week of summer. [yippee]
swollen spleen [check]
puffy eyes [unfortunately]
achy back [checkeroonie]
tummy hurts [yep that too]
weightless walker [mhhhm]
stuffed with ibuprofen [too bad its not working]

yeppppp. Its summer and there is a possibility of me being sick for seven more weeks. a BIG possibility too. but HEY i get Popsicles!!!!!! One thing that is really getting me through is that i know i get to leave Modesto as a celebration of feeling better. Forty two days till Hume Lake <3 ohh and All Time Low's new CD came out (:

I may not be the nicest person in the whole world when im sick. and i may not feel the greatest. and it may take awhile to get over this. but there is a point to this. there are those things to look forward to so why cant people just look at the positives in life and move forward? whenever your feeling down and like there is nothing to look forward to think about Squidward's face when he realizes there is a secret to the claw machine. The fact that the little kid had bubbles in his Afro should just about do it too. Have a good day and remember to smile when you see that the sun did indeed come out. <3

PS- itune gift cards are greatly appreciated during this time. :p